I'm back for now. It's been difficult to consistently keep up with th is page. I havent been posting anywhere online. Between family issues and my mental health ive been struggling to feel inspired lately. When i first cam here i was euphoric about my new camera and the drive I had for my passion, but slowly depression creeped in and colors began to doll and my hands became heavy holding my camera. My focus became wilted. I haven't picked up a camera in over a year. I just feel like I can't anymore. I'm wondering if I should sell my camera at this point just to try and add to my savings so I might leave this situation I've put myself into.